(Intermission: Revelations)

Hmm. So you were probably wondering when the hell I was going to continue on with that story I was writing earlier. I plan on continuing it. But I just have no motivation to. I dunno. I'm not happy with how Jarid's character has come into place. I always think up new ideas and powers for his character. I dunno. I might go back and edit his character entirely. But I don't have the time.

As you know I really have a distaste for the holidays, and this one seems to be worse than the others. I just feel really distant from everyone again, and I really can't talk with anyone anymore. Whenever someone asks me how I'm doing I just say, "Fine" or "Alright". I guess deep down I don't want to talk about my issues. I would rather hear other peoples issues before mine. I guess I don't want to worry people. I fear that I may be slipping away from my friends one by one, talking to them less and less, and I don't want that to happen. I love all my friends that are close to me. But most of them are far away, and I'm to lazy/don't have enough cash to drive up and visit them.

The holidays are a time where you get together with friends and family and enjoy yourself...I'm the black sheep of the family, and I'm always busy during the holidays. So I just get a strong sense of loneliness. Anyway. I'm probably just rambling now, and repeating on what I blogged earlier.

It sucks when you deliberately try to not think about a specific someone, and at weird random times, the person pops into your head and then you can't stop thinking about he/she. Then it starts to annoy you and your day slowly gets worse and worse, as that person keeps clinging onto your thoughts like an annoying tumor..that keeps happening. Anyway. Sorry for being away for so long. Expect a new chapter soon!

~John C. Miller~